Eric Taido Amakasu

Today I think about who I am.

Sometime a bit selfish.....

Sometime very loving.....

I can be cold but still caring.....

My thoughts, feelings and opinions have always been in such extremes..... that I really believe in the way of tao.

BTW.... my name means tao.... a Big Tao! a name given to me from my grandfather, that was passed from my great grandfather.

Tao here means Road..... it's kinna funny though how Tao can mean turtle and Koh Tao an island we love to go in Thailand.

Nisha, you were able to say and recognize Tao too!

So.... I am lazy to some.  But still have a grand vision.  I always wonder if this is good.... but most of the time forget about what I'm thinking and move on.... unless it's really important.

.......and what is really important to me?...... well..............

it turns out that my family is important...... especially Rose and Nisah..... but I'm important as well.... I guess this is the selfish side of me.

I try to fit in to groups.

...... but fail to stay in a group.

I love to challenge new things.

........but am easily bored of them.

I quickly think what's next?

Yet can take forever to make a decision.

Really a weird personality that I can't even understand.

All that in mind.  I feel like I'm saying something.

But ..... ..

But...... .... ... is my favorite word.

Never satisfied but always content.

....... creates a very happy personality .... at the same time..... how do you relate to this?

In the end..... as I like to conclude a simple story in a very complex way.....

I like to be simple but I always go the opposite.

So one day, I may know myself better. 

But will always rediscover myself thorough experience.

Comments

[anninjapan]

i feel very similar..

dont understand myself

wanted to come to JP....wanted to get a job here

but now so bored and looking for a new challenge.

what next?!? i am so mad at myself...